I hate this
I hate this
I hate this
I hate this
I hate this
I hate this
I hate this
I hate this
I hate this
I hate this
I HATE THIS
I HATE THIS
I HATE THIS
I hate this so much
I hate this so much
I hate this so much
I hate this so much

It used to bother me just by a little bit, but today, especially today, I just cannot seem to get it out of my head. How I dread going to school tomorrow. Honestly. It has always kept me wondering, at the back of my mind, I would ask myself questions ABOUT myself. Yes, these feelings are probably my own doing, I question myself too much maybe, but I knew this day would come when I would start to throw questions at myself all over again. I never thought this day would come so soon.

I hate it. I really hate my life sometimes. I don't understand how one's life can be almost-perfect at a particular point of time and then in the next 30 seconds, become a total disaster. I can't stand it, I can't stand it anymore. It was all so hard to predict. Its so hard to even try. What is wrong with me. Why does everyone seem to get it so damn easily and why is it so fucking hard for me to even try? Its so fucking pissing, I can't stand it. I want to be the same again. I want to be my happy carefree self again.

Everyone else just seems pretty contented with their lives, and I am too, but as I look closer into it, I really don't think its that great after all.

Bad Day by Daniel Powter- the fucking stupidest song ever.

P.S: This is not a suicide note