I AM FUCKING SCREWED FOR BSTATS.

I swear to god, I am gonna fail it even though its an open book test. Uhuh, THAT is how bad I am with numbers and formulas, and all those disgusting equations. Was doing my Probability Theory tutorial when I realised that I am really bad at math. Truly, I am. These numbers just seem Greek to me. I'd rather write a 2 page essay than do math. At least I know that I'll do better in it. Math is REALLY not my thing. I am terribly upset about this.

I smell rain.. I know, I am a tad bit weird. I like smelling stuff. Like paper, book pages, food, basically anything. Paper's my favouritest though. HEHHH. I miss my ij friends. For the 9357327346575th time, I have said this.

Saturday nights are rather depressing, I dont know why. Probably because I always can't seem to find anything to do or anyone to talk to cos well, its a Saturday night and everyone except me would be out. Wahhhh fffff, life really sucks for me sometimes. Don't you just feel so lonely sometimes? Thank god for the computer and PC games.

I've decided that I should eat less and control my appetite. Really I should. Went for my grandma's buffet lunch at some hotel's name which I forgot. And I realised that I REALLY REALLY eat alot. Guess all that working out in the gym on Friday all went to waste. The deserts at the buffet were wayyyy TOO GOOD. Swear to god!

Oh ya. Im going to Kota Kinnabalu, Sabah for my 2 week June break! Im gonna hike to the peak of Mount Kinnabalu (HAHHAHA, Andrew!), river-raft, dive and do lotsa extreme outdoor sports! All that for a whole week! How cool is that? Yeaaaaaaaa, and Im staying at Hyatt Hotel, with American Breakfast everyday. Sialllla, its gonna be gooooood.

Lastly, I've gotta add, The Used is a fucking cool and good emo/screamo band. I might consider getting their album, and maybe Taking Back Sunday's too.

Alright, thanks for reading :D