I hate CNY. Besides getting cash, there is really nothing to it.

So life's currently at a stand still. I stopped working and have decided to stop it for life. Im going for guitar lessons at Yamaha. FINALLY. After endless lamenting on how much I want to enroll myself for lessons, I actually finally have the time to do something for myself (for once).

I don't understand how running away can actually help. Ironically, almost everyone does it. Whevever there's that nasty bump on the road, we always seem to want to avoid it, rather than finding a solution or a way to get around, across, over it. It just doesn't make sense. We all know that running away from the problem would only make thinks worse. I guess its just a comforting knowledge that whenever something happens, you can always turn to running away. This is just so common especially for those who have no one to turn to. When you just feel the whole world hates you and that even if you were to disappear, no one would notice one bit, and then ife would just go on for them.

It makes me sick to just think how selfish people can sometimes be. But then again, we all are victims to this "epidemic". Well, I guess reflecting and accessing yourself once in a while would help make yourself a better person. A small effort can certainly go a long way.

I hope this reflection helped me.
Thank you.