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Monday, October 02, 2006
Too many a time have I questioned myself.
Am I being too selfish?
Am I being too childish?
Or am I just plain ignorant?
I guess I am always telling myself, that I am the right one, and that everyone else is wrong. And unconciously, I am making that mistake over and over again without even realising it. Judging whatever I feel like judging is a good and bad thing. I guess my implicit behaviour might be intolerable to some, and I guess I understand.
Me. I constantly detest having to follow silly rules that made no sense. Always craving for liberation, and never got it. Hated the thought of having to work hard for something. I guess this childish character of mine has certainly got to disappear. Somewhere, somehow. Its time I accept what life really is, and use that to my advantage. Its certainly gonna be hard, but I guess its worth the try.
Changing myself might be the hardest thing I might ever face. I guess its for the benefit of those around me, and I am willing to try it.
I thank the people who are able to tolerate me.
Thank you.
4:33 PM