So, you think everything's alright. Well, I'm sorry to say everything's not okay. The way you treat me, the little but mean things you say. Though you think it might just be a plain and simple remark that you do for fun.. have you ever thought twice about my feelings? Everything I do, seems to be wrong to you. It seems to upset you. But when she does it, you just shrug it off, like its an everyday norm that you go through in life. I don't understand you. What childish mentality. This favourtism. It hurts. Deep down inside, the tears are uncontrollable. Doubt trickles in almost all the time. Its hearbreaking.. and do you even realise? No, I doubt it.

God, when will you EVER start thinking of others? Things on the surface seem all happy and peaceful, but its a battle between self-denial and hate inside. Its like you just shove these things in my face, straight in it, in fact. And to think I always looked up to you. Well, I guess you have fallen. Its about time I walk on this road by myself. Because with you around, that road's probably gonna lead to somewhere else.

So, you saw those quiet but angsty tears today. Still wondering why? Ask yourself then.

Go to hell.